Look at all that “your fight” has accomplished in your own life and the world around you. Remember why you started and how strong you’ve become through the process.
The beautiful thing about getting rid of shame is that it can't survive in the light. Once we're honest with ourselves about why we're hiding and we expose the brokenness - shame shrivels and healing begins.
When we're able to identify our fear two things happen. We can deal with it head on and then we can take a step forward. Is what you will gain from the decision worth what you might lose?